As a mature woman my work is the result of frustrations in relation to others’ expectations and misconceptions of me. Taking up space, unapologetically, has allowed a performative version of myself to emerge. I am interested in this commitment to performativity by mature women on social media sites. My images are made quickly and with materials and props that are to hand. The resulting photographs include filters and digitally drawn elements that build a persona, and my working process can be seen as a playground for the exploration of potential irreverent storytelling, both real and imagined. The swirling farrago of sensations that is menopause slaps you in the face, hard, and lets you know, unequivocally, that you are on a one-way street with no turning circle at the end of it. So, having less life ahead of me than there is behind compels my heels to dig into the earth so that the dizzying swiftness with which I am travelling along this one-way street, towards the exit from which th...
I think the way middle aged women are perceived in society is one of disdain, almost like 'how dare we', we only have value if we look young! youth is everything.
ReplyDeleteThe perception of how middle aged women are seen seems to be very variable. I do not sense the disdain you mention, but that may be because I am now older, and enjoying the invisibility that comes with that. I wonder if it is your expectation of your self that you look young? Do you dress for your own pleasure or for other people? Do you expect to be treated with disdain?
DeleteI do think there is slow improvement of the middle aged woman's perception amongst other women, woman to woman we are kinder to one another, but there is still an enormous amount of pressure for us to conform and capitulate to the daily bombardment of seeking youthful perfection. It feels like it is forbidden to grow old.
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